Sunday, November 29, 2015

Missing You APA









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Words are limited to express my love and feelings towards you Apa. No matter where you are, you will be always respected. I remember how you care me, love me, kiss me and hug me. You were always available when I needed you. These all shall always remain with me and you shall never go away from me. I can still remember how hard you were, you wake up at 3 AM in the morning. I relied now, what makes you wake up too early. You prayed for an hour or two than you start scolding to all the family members. Economic condition forced you to act like that.

I can clearly remember how you send me out of the house on that day, when one cow was missing, which I was looking after during winter break. All of these were life lesson for all of us. Life is not easy as I dream when I was teenager. I cannot imagine if you were not strong enough to steer us to right path. We seven brothers would not be at this level. You have taught us life’s biggest lesson. Life is not a bed of roses.

Therefore, today I am here standing on my own feet because of your tough lesson and I enjoy and I will never let you down. Love for you will never end and I shall love you and care for you forever Apa. You are no more in this world but I am sure you are somewhere staying happily. I always pray for you to be reborn again.
I can vividly remember you. I can still see you and here your voice. Your advice will always be cherished and respected. I shall never do anything against your wish.

I remember your words “One day Shingkharlouri will be connected by road don’t leave the village thinking it is too remote” you were very much correct. Five years from your departure road has been connected and when I hear this news I remember you as I would love my father to see our village has been connected by farm road. I am feeling very blue deed inside me but I could not write down and express my feeling. But one day I will learn and practice to write and I will express my feeling towards you Apa. Promise you.

I wish if you were alive, all the family would be happy.

2 comments:

  1. This is awesome, you have expressed well your love for your father in a touching way. And recollected his values and wisdom that he passed on to you. And I liked your promise to write on what he stood for you seven brothers.

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  2. Sir, Thank you for your inspiration and encouragement. In line with your advice, hereafter I will write and I am sure one day I should be able to write like you.

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