Missing You APA

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Words are limited to express my love and feelings towards you Apa. No matter where you are, you will be always respected. I remember how you care me, love me, kiss me and hug me. You were always available when I needed you. These all shall always remain with me and you shall never go away from me. I can still remember how hard you were, you wake up at 3 AM in the morning. I relied now, what makes you wake up too early. You prayed for an hour or two than you start scolding to all the family members. Economic condition forced you to act like that.

I can clearly remember how you send me out of the house on that day, when one cow was missing, which I was looking after during winter break. All of these were life lesson for all of us. Life is not easy as I dream when I was teenager. I cannot imagine if you were not strong enough to steer us to right path. We seven brothers would not be at this level. You have taught us life’s biggest lesson. Life is not a bed of roses.

Therefore, today I am here standing on my own feet because of your tough lesson and I enjoy and I will never let you down. Love for you will never end and I shall love you and care for you forever Apa. You are no more in this world but I am sure you are somewhere staying happily. I always pray for you to be reborn again.

I can vividly remember you. I can still see you and here your voice. Your advice will always be cherished and respected. I shall never do anything against your wish.

I remember your words “One day Shingkharlouri will be connected by road don’t leave the village thinking it is too remote” you were very much correct. Five years from your departure road has been connected and when I hear this news I remember you as I would love my father to see our village has been connected by farm road. I am feeling very blue deed inside me but I could not write down and express my feeling. But one day I will learn and practice to write and I will express my feeling towards you Apa. Promise you.

I wish if you were alive, all the family would be happy.

Full of Errors

                                                             

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Everything has got its own limit. I want to make mistake everyday and I am sure one day like any other things, mistake will also exhaust. I just wanted to clear these errors as fast as possible because for last many years I have been making these same errors and now, I really need to get rid of these.

Therefore, I am here to make yet another mistake while writing article. Recently, I learned that if you try to be or force yourself to be Mr. Perfect you won’t learn anything and such mistakes will follow you more and more as time goes by and shall never learn.

Writing is my dream but it remains as dream for last many years. It’s high time that I break this vicious circle of procrastination and safe harbor. However, writing is not easy as one thinks; we may be expert in criticizing others writing but when it comes to us. It is just not easy. Whatever may be the articles that I come across, I do respect that writer.

Going by the popular saying ‘Practice makes man perfect’ it requires constant practices. I don’t know how far I may be able to go but one thing is sure that I will never stop writing till my last breath. 

Therefore, I have committed to myself that I will make all writing mistakes but I just want to write and want to express what I feel deep inside me. Just want to finish off this mistake and I am sure, it will finish one day. If you remain inside your safe cocoon you will be never become butterfly. No more, I want to be inside this safe cocoon but want to be butterfly.

Thousand miles of journey starts with single steps. This will be my single step for my mega move.

If you are reading this article kindly leave your valuable comments and tips for my writing improvement.

Kindly help me to achieve my mission.

Smile

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Simple smile on your face can change the world and it is worth millions of dollar. However, we just don’t want to smile for various reasons. If I smile others will take advantage of me, forcefully pretending to be serious. Just to up hold ones ego.

Smile will cost you nothing and no one will take advantage of you when you smile. You will be happy to see smile faces and you want to, and love to see smiles on other’s face towards you. When you expect other’s to smile towards you than there is no reason that you should not smile. Just have natural smile and bring positive effect within you and others.